Living Without Parents

Living without parents who died is difficult. Children whose parents are gone can face many hardships in their lives. Since I was born until now, I didn’t have a chance to meet my parents and they weren’t around, so I lived with my grandfather, but it’s hard for me though. My grandfather couldn’t even help me with my studies because he did not attend school and he is not well educated. My grandfather is really lenient and it’s easy for me to do bad things because I don’t have my real parents to look after me. I had a hard time in school because every single day I thought about my parents for not being able to live by my side, and for not being able to shower me with love.  I always think of them whenever I'm alone. I admit I didn’t really know what parental love was.  I lived independently, facing lots of pain and hardship. Even though they were not beside me, I tried to manage my feelings and be true to myself. I put myself together and did what I was supposed to do when they were not there beside me. I realized that even if I am lonely, I just had a feeling that my heart is filled with their love.